An Awkward Love
Rating: G
Pairing: Sonic+Amy
Warnings: Pure WAFF
Notes: Random fluff that I wrote in about
thirty minutes or so. It’s in Sonic’s point of view. I love writing from his
eyes, his character is very fun! ^_^ Well, hope you like it!
Another day, when someone and someone falls in love
Somewhere in this world
Two intertwined lines becomes untied
And stays untied
It's awkward love but
You can't convey it with words
~ Katakoto no Koi (A Awkward Love) from Chobits
I’m Sonic the Hedgehog. But
you probably knew that already. I’ve saved the world countless times. I have
many fans, I’m rather proud to say. Though I do have a self-proclaimed number
one fan, Amy Rose.
I…I honestly don’t know
what to think of her. She clings to me, she always gushes over me and to be
perfectly honest I don’t mind it. But, I’ve always wondered…are her words
simply empty thoughts? Does she really care about me or is she just saying that
because I saved her behind once when she was younger? I’ll never understand girls,
I really won’t.
I know I run from her and I
don’t know why. In all honesty, I think I’m afraid. Yes, I’m a coward in this
respect. I, Sonic the Hedgehog, am afraid of emotions. I don’t remember my
parents at all so I’ve never felt any affection of the sort until Amy came
along. She’d hug me and I’d freak out. What am I supposed to do?! So I run and
I know I break her heart each time I do. But…it’s just an impulse; I’m scared
of what she might do to me, what she might do to my heart.
The last thing I need is to
fall in love. Really! I mean it!
I know I say this and
nobody believes me, not even myself. My head tells me that I’m not the type of
guy who settles down and yet my heart tells me otherwise. Sheesh, don’t you
hate it when that happens? Getting two messages and you don’t know which to
follow?
Though, sometimes,
listening to your heart is a good thing…
It was a rather nice day.
God, that sounds so cliché. But it was. For once, I was walking through
So, anyway, I was strolling
along the sidewalk when I heard a voice calling out to me.
"Sonikku!"
Yep, it was who I thought
it was. I stiffened and waited for her to clasp on to me. And, as fate would
have it, that happened. The pink hedgehog threw her arms around my neck and
hugged me tight. She smiled and looked me in the eye, her emerald eyes shining
with a happiness I only saw in her during these brief moments. Though I had to
admit, she did look pretty cute that day.
Whoa, wait, where did that
come from? Cute? Did I, Sonic the Hedgehog, call Amy Rose cute?! The girl that
I dreaded to be near? Cute?!
She hugged me again,
"Sonikku. I haven’t seen you since ARK. How’ve you been?"
I swallowed a bit,
"Great, I’ve been great. You…?"
She finally released me
from her grip and smoothed her red dress, "Fine! Neh, have you talked to
Knuckles or anybody lately?"
I shook my head and sighed,
turning my gaze toward the heavens for a brief moment.
"Um, Sonikku? Do you
want to…do something with me today?"
I looked down back at her
and noticed that her cheeks were tinted with red. This surprised me; Amy
usually called it a ‘date’. Now she was saying ‘do something with me’. The
latter actually sounded more appealing to me at the time.
I grinned my usual grin,
"Sure." I crossed my arms, "Anything you had in mind?"
The pink hedgehog looked up
at me. Her eyes shined with that same happy look again. And for some reason, it
made me feel warm inside to see it. I felt happy that she was happy.
Man, that sounded
incredibly corny.
She suggested that we just
walk around the plaza and then maybe get a bite to eat. I agreed, for once.
Though I didn’t realize that her idea of ‘walking around the plaza’ actually
involved going in them. So I ended up going through many stores with my pink
companion.
In one store she
practically tried on a whole new wardrobe. And, I really hated to admit it, she
did look…well…well…beautiful in a few outfits. In those moments I realized that
Amy could much more mature looking than she led on.
And much to my dismay, she
even forced me to try on clothes! I put on jackets, which I had to admit
did look pretty good on me. A couple she even convinced me to buy, which amazed
me beyond belief. I wasn’t really one to wear a lot of clothing but I figured
I’d try it out for her sake.
Aw, crud, there I go again.
And after clothing shopping
and even going into a few electronic shops (my pleading really did the trick)
we went to get something to eat. We both wanted pizza so we sat down at the
nearest pizza place and ordered a big cheese pizza which we both shared. The
waitress thought we were boyfriend and girlfriend, which thoroughly embarrassed
us both. Amy said I was blushing but I wasn’t, honestly!
So, after that, we walked
to a nearby park. I noticed that Amy was giving me looks occasionally. She
would peek at me through the corner of her eyes and I would meet her gaze. Then
I’d turn away with what sounded like a grunt but it really wasn’t. She would
giggle and it would be silent again.
A few minutes of silence
passed again. Suddenly, I felt something warm wrap around my hand. I looked
down to see Amy’s hand clasped around mine. My eyes widened and I felt
something then. I really can’t explain what it felt like, it was like a warm
feeling in my chest that seemed to engulf my insides the longer her grip held onto
mine. My chest felt very tight and my breath became shorter and more labored.
What was I supposed to do? In all honesty, it was scaring me. Her grip
tightened and she looked up at me shyly.
My knees suddenly beginning
to feel weak, I pulled my hand from her grasp and dug my hands into my jacket
pockets (I was wearing one of the jackets I’d bought at the time) and picked up
my pace a bit. I heard her giggle and I frowned. I spotted a bench and quickly
sat on it, throwing my arm over the back of it. She sat down next to me and
sighed, scooting closer to me. To any passer by, we’d look like just a couple
out on a date, which is really not something I wanted.
After a moment she asked me
if I’d had a good time. I nodded without saying a word and she seemed rather
content with that. Though something kept bugging me throughout the whole day.
"Why?"
She looked up at me,
startled, "Why what, Sonikku?"
I leaned forward and
brought my hands to my knees, "Why do you…always follow me and always want
to be with me?"
I looked at her from the
corner of my eye and I noticed how surprised she looked.
"Why are you asking
this suddenly, Sonikku? I thought it would be obvious by now! I mean…I’ve known
you for what, four or so years? Are you…are you that dense?!" She frowned
and stood up, clearly upset.
I sighed and put my head in
my hands, "I don’t know…what you mean. Are you just following me because I
saved you that once? Do you really have nothing else to do but cling to me and
hug me? Why…"
"Sonic, you
MORON!" She cried and turned on her heel to storm off.
In those moments that
followed, I really don’t quite understand what happened. Something told me to
go to her, that I knew the answers to my questions already. I stood up
suddenly. I grabbed her wrist and pulled her towards me. She gasped and I saw
excitement yet fear in her eyes. I don’t know what compelled me to do what I
did right then, but my free arm threw itself around her waist and I pulled her
close. I leaned forward gently and she gasped again. I felt my lips meet hers
gently.
It wasn’t he most elegant
of kisses, more like a feathery brush against her lips. But, it was a kiss.
And…and I actually started it.
I pulled away, my own eyes
wide. My arms had moved around her waist and her hands were against my chest. I
felt her heart pounding against my body and found that my own heart was
threatening to burst. It was then I realized that I cared about Amy deeper than
I ever thought I did.
I knew the answers to my
questions. She followed me around because she loved me.
And I, Sonic the Hedgehog,
had fallen in love with her somewhere along the way.
desino ~ end